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|  | Currently Listening Anthem By Less Than Jake The Science of Selling Yourself Short see related |
I've come to my senses that I've become senseless. I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships. Every last conviction I've smoked them all away. I drank my frustrations down the drain out of the way. So I sit and wait and wonder does anyone else feel like me, someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self esteems. I'll sing along with every emergency, just sing along, I'm the king of catastrophes. I'm so far gone that deep down inside I think it's fine by me I'm my own worst enemy. I could be an expert on co-dependency. I could write the best book on underage tragidy. I've been spending my time and the local liquor store. I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor. So I sit and wait and wonder does anyone else feel like me, I'm so over dosed on apathy burnt out on simpathy. I'll sing along with every ememgency, just sing alone, I'm the king of catastrophies. I'm so far gone that deep down inside I think it's fine by me I'm my own worst enemy. Let the meaning slip away, lost my faith in another day. Self deprication seems ok, I never thought that I'd make it anyway. I'll sing along yeah with every emergency, just sing along, I'm the king of catastrophies. I'm so far gone that deep down inside I think it's fine by me that I'm my own worst enemy. | | |
| So not only was today going awsome, but I just started to eat my pizza rolls and there were 16 of them in the package of 15. Fuckin A. | | |
| As always I'm back. I should be sleeping right now, but sleep is for the weak, I can sleep when I'm dead. School is going really well, Mizzou kicks ass. Classes are easy enough I suppose. I've just realized that needing sleep and being on the computer are not really compatable, so I'm going to bed. | | |
| School so far is pretty cool. My class schedule is relativly easy and my professors are good. I'm pretty sure that I smoke too many cigerettes(I've gone through 3 cartons and two pouches of rolling tobacco since I've been up here). Shit went crazy this weekend but all the changes are probably for the better. I've been in a bit of a rut and haven't been productive but I'm starting to come around. I'm going home this weekend because my birthday is on Sunday, so that should be pretty cool. I need to head out and study for my test tonight so until next time. | | |
| So it's been awhile. The shit shoveling job didn't work out, now I'm a sales rep for Vector. Waiting on my room assignment to come now but I've gotten everything taken care of. I'm an elementry major in the college of education and I want to get into gifted teaching. School will start soon enough and I can't wait to live in Columbia. | | |
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